Need Advice

Ok, so the reader's digest version of what's been going on is M. finally realized what the real deal of our relationship was. Good! He even goes to a therapist now and even told his parents/brothers the truth about what happened during our marriage from the beginning. Whoa!! His brothers have been understanding, his parents...ehhhhh. They were more accepting towards the baby. Weird!!

So, basically, my relationship is GREAT. I have never been so happy in my life and I'm so proud of M. I asked him what the solution would have been if I had done it the 'right way' instead of the pathway I chose. He told me that nothing else would have ever gotten him to change. It's too bad it took something that dramatic for results! Because everyone sees me as the evil one and him as the victim. Ahhh, must be nice to live in a perfect world!

So, now I need advice about how to deal with a certain situation. I'm really in uncharted territory in my issue. Anyone? What would my MOM do???

How 'bout them apples?

Life is going well!!!

Let's just say enough has changed that I'm willing to stay and we pulled the divorce paperwork. I'm happy as is probably allowable and I'm trying to get my life back on track.

If I've been horrible to any of you in any way, I sincerely apologize. I really went through bad places to end up in a good place....or on my way to one.

Happy November.

Sunday

Did crappy on one assignment and got the worst grade in the class.

Another big thing that constantly has me upset. I miss my mom because I don't have anyone else to talk to.

I'm trying, but life is hard alone.